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Acceptance

 I am a stranger in these parts

you can see it from the way I smile

always polite

at my best

I cannot let my guard down

I am easy to detest

here

you have been here a while

have family, have friends

I tried to be one of you

but I’m busy making ends

meet

you try to be sweet

but I can see through you

much like you see through my smile

and know I am struggling 

but I pretend like I am not

and you let me

go back

to where I’m from

where I’m well liked

I used to live in their hearts

but I am a stranger in these parts

you don’t like strangers here 

or maybe you don’t like me

don’t fit into your pack

never wanted to fit in 

all I wanted was to get you to smile back

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