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Constructive Depression



Lower lip trembles, 

It threatens to flood,
Awash in the devastation,
The foundation has been ravaged.
No longer I yearn for shelter,
God has me accustomed to the climes.

I built a new home.

Red bricks and grim mortar,
Awash in the light of hope.
A better tomorrow,
No longer I cringe at smiles.
You have me wanting for more.

My palace towers above me. 

Why do I still feel so small?
I am a queen. 
Yet a slave to my doubts. 
Life gave me no quarter. 
I ask for too much.

Sunset after sunset. 

A hard look in the mirror. 
I am my plinth and my roof. 
No earthquake shall uproot. 
Disaster builds character. 
And now my fortress stands strong.

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